Monday, 28 December 2015


Hello and good evening to all my readers. Oh my god, Its been few weeks I didn't update my blog. To be honest I'm not so busy just I'm taking my time to enjoy my holiday. Yes I got Christmas holiday plus other public holiday plus my annual leave, total all 6 days of holiday. How I spend my holiday? Naahh not really well, I just stay at home and things didn't go well as I planned because I'm broke. Yes out of money LOL...Still have some but thats for savings.

Regarding on the title do I getting married or having a life partner ? LOL noooo . This going to be a long post. Actually since last month my neighbor had been taking electricity from my house. This is because he didn't pay his electricity bill and he do some modification to his electric meter to get free electrics. As a results Tenaga Nasional Berhad (TNB) had took out his meter. Its his fault. Do his action bother me? Yes

     WHY? Well firstly because I'm the one who paid for electricity bill for my family and secondly it is danger to use cable extension for a long long time. In fact the cable had sparks few times and this put my family life in compromise. So what is the relationship between my neighbor and this title?LOL .

Okay first let me tell you a little bit about him. He is a married men with one wife and 6 children age from 19 to 6 month. Two of his daughter already out of school. I'm not sure whether the are working or not. Last few years since we move in here, this family had been living a good happy life. I mean a really good and quite luxury. They owned 3 cars, 1 van and 3 motorcycles and always going on vacation every week. Rich right? Well for a poor person like me this consider rich.

He told my father that he has been unemployed for 3 months. Pleaseee... I know he lied and the worst thing he asked us to pity his children. Like seriously? I gave you the electricity for more than a months. Not just for two or three days. Beside his children are not my responsibility. Well this may sounds selfish but I got my own responsibilities. I work until I sweat to give my family better life while he just sit and relax at home. 

So for me family planning is good and important. Yes I understand some people said children is the gift from God. Yes I agree yet we got a choice to plan for better future.Beside that, women need some time to avoid from getting pregnant because pregnancies is not easy okay. Got risk here and there and with that you can plan your financial as well. Growing a children is not as easy as ABC, its a responsibilities.

I think thats all for now,

Sunday, 13 December 2015


Hello and good morning everyone.I didn't manage to update this blog as I planned but here I come. I will do my best to keep on updating my blog Recently I getting new subordinate and a bit busy because I need to guide them. Well they really are fast learner and I'm glad to have them. With a tight schedule I aware that I sometimes tend to miss my meal and sometimes eat more than I need and as a results hahahaha no need to tell you know it I guess LOL...

My ideal body.
    Why you so worried about weight Cas? You not even a model or celebrity. LOL Well I do worried because I always want to look good and in shape. Beside I want to wear good cloth and look good in anything I wear. Moreover overweight would lead to other diseases and we don't want that right? After google here and there I find few diet plan. Hmm.. Let see which one suit me the best.
Look good right?

      Well Atkins is not new to me and I guess to everyone else too. Its quite popular here. This diet quite popular among my friend since we in South East Asian take rice as our staple food. Yeah yeah I know Atkins not just about avoid rice in your meal but it focused on low carb intake in our body. As we all know rice is a good source of food. This type of diet got 4 phase to follow. In this diet we consume less carb depend on which phase.  Why less carb? Well this is to trigger "ketosis". However ketosis only can be trigger when insulin level is low. That can only be happen when we took less carb. This will lead to "lyposis" which will consume fat to produce "ketone" Sounds confusing right?LOL  In easiest way is your fat is been used up since you take less carb. Ok more easy to understand right?
Example of Atkins meal

     To be honest I never heard of this type of diet before.Ok ok I know my general knowledge is insufficient.LOL ..In this diet we took 40% carb 30% protein and 30% fat. Sounds pretty balance right? Contrary to Atkins this diet encourages the consumption of carbhohydrate.  Ok ok like Atkins, Zone Diet also hard to be explain but let me give you all the best and easiest way to understand this diet. In this diet we took carb to secrete more insulin. Insulin then will turn the excess carb into fat. However by maintaining the insulin level in the certain "Zone" we can burn the body fat. This so called zone make this diet called Zone Diet. See easy right to understand?LOL

        This type of diet also quite popular and I heard it from long long time ago. This diet can be divided into many categories. Some are fully vegan and some not really fully vegan and will took dairy product and honey as well even its an animal product.  Not much scientific explaination on this but I myself beleive that being vegetarian is not just a diet but more to a way of life. Some people beleive that our body is not created to digest heavy food such as meat and other animal product. Beside it is beleive if you want to get more spiritual please eat less or none animal product at all. I'm not sure it might be true anyway.

     I like the idea of this diet .In this diet the person only took fish and veggie. Same like vegan but this one allowed the intake of fish. I first heard of this diet from Malaysian Playboy Bunny Miss Felixia Yeap.
Miss Felixia Yeap

Why only 4 Cas? LOL I think thats all I can write down for now and I've been thinking about this 4 diet plan only. To be honest I'm more attracted to Pescretarian Diet because I LOVE fish.hahaha...
Beside this diet there also other diet like Medittranean Diet,South Beach Diet and others. For the conclusion which diet you should do is depend on yourself and the target you want to achive, whether you want to lose some weight or add some weight. One last thing is don't forget to exercise.LOL


Thursday, 3 December 2015


Hello everyone. Being busy as usual and I'm glad I'm managed to steal some of my time to update my blog. Yesterday on 1 December was World Aids Day. To be honest I never heard of this before. Come on Cas which cave do you live before?LOL 

    Ok ok back to the topic, World Aids day actually being celebrated since year 1988. It is celebrated to create awareness about HIV AIDS and to mourn the death of those who suffer this uncured disease. I'm sorry as I cant put a statistics about HIV AIDS here because I cant find any.LOL..I'm not sure either it become worst or less now but thats not the most important things.

The most important thing is the awareness of our society towards this issue. I don't think our soceity really know about AIDS well. Ehem... I mean really really well. Sometimes we use to beleive the myth than the actual fact. However, to be honest I'm not really sure which one is myth which is fact.LOL... Ok let me give you one example. Back in time where I was in primary school there was a talk about HIV by a nurse. I still remember she said that you still can get infected by HIV even if you using condom during sex. Hmmm.. scary right? Yeah..but after few years I heard that using condom might safe your ass from HIV.LOL..See? Which one is true? Naaah I'm not sure but if I'm HIV positive I think I will not try to have any sex at all. Unless I have a good reason.

       Some said you might get infected if you get on direct contact with the blood of HIV positive person butttttt recently I read its not entirely true unless you had a wound.  I think the second one might be more accurate but to be safe pleaseeeee do not touch the blood at all ok.

Talking about the stigma ,yes in Malaysia people might think neagtive  about you if you HIV positive but I think not just in Malaysia. But come one not everyone who is HIV positive is guilty or do bad thing. Sometime things just happen. However, I heard from the nurse that if you been found out HIV positive doctors will lead you to private room so nobody know about this. Unless they are pharmacist who is in charge of giving the medicine to you.  So your secret might be kept close.

I think thats all for now, I hope in the future our government will take the HIV issue as serious as 1
MDB issue.hahahaha... Come on its not bad at all and still better than increasing the price of everything ( too many to list down).LOL... This at least can give new hope to those who is HIV positive.


p/s: I wrote this yesterday but only manage to finished this post now.LOL

Monday, 30 November 2015


Hello and a very good morning everyone. Today is Monday anndddd I love Monday as much as I love Sunday. Err....Seriously Cas? Yesss. I never had such thing as Monday blues. Why I love Monday? Well being a heavy duty worker of course I love Monday because I feel very fresh on Monday after getting enough rest on Sunday. Beside I do love my job. OK just my job but not its salary LOL...
      Usually people tend to feel lazy and Monday blues on this day. Why? Hahaha I'm not sure maybe you just hate your job or your boss . Who knows? LOL. Ok ok let me give you all few tips to make your Monday as awesome as Friday. LOL....

1. Wake up early
     Yes ...Being early is one of the factor that will determined how well your day going to be. Good start will lead to a good day. Beside if you wake up early you can prepare early and you would have some extra time if anything bad happen such as your tyre punctured and many other unexpected trouble.

2. Never skip your breakfast
     Skipping breakfast is a BIG NO NO NO not just for Monday morning but for every morning. If you skip your breakfast your brain will not function well and it tends to limit your creativity. Beside empty stomach will give you a bad mood that sure going to spoil not just your day but everybody around you as well.

3. Treat yourself

     Whether you bring your own lunch or just buy from stall or fast food restraunt it is good to treat yourself a good lunch on Monday. Its kind of a way to motivate yourself. If you can afford just have lunch at 5 star hotel. Why not? Hahahaha...

4. Greet your collegues

     Try to greet your collegues to create a warm and happy environment. This will make you feel more enjoyable while working. Try to make a joke to make others feel happy as well. However please dont be too annoying hahahaha

5. Think positive

     Last but not least is try to think positive. Whatever happen try to think positively. Never think about anything bad. Come on its just a work so how can it be very bad. Worst case you only get fired not die so naaah dont have to worry much.

Thats all for my tip on Monday. Tell me if you have more.

Sunday, 29 November 2015


Hello and greetings to all my readers. Been busy a bit this few days so I didn't update my blog. However today is Sunday andddd........ I LOVE SUNDAY!!!!! hahahaha... Well there's a good reason for me to love Sunday as its a weekend and you know what its mean? IT IS MY OFFDAY!!! LOL...Really happy eh Cas? Of course hehe..
Not this sundae ok LOL

Sounds like I really enjoying my Sunday right?LOL Yeah I do enjoy my Sunday but I think how I spend my Sunday may not be as what you all imagined.LOL.. Okay I will tell you how I usually spend my weekend.

    First of all like everyday as an early bird I always woke up early and weekend is not an exception.WHAT? Yes for me its good to wake up early because you can see the sunrise and planned on what you should do on that day and the whole week Beside its to keep me being discipline and never late on working day. However its not as easy as said. I have been like an owl before who stay up all night and have to trained to make myself more discipline.

After that I will do light exercise, watch mirror to check my hair and take a shower.Then, I will asked my mom whether she want to accompany me to the market here. Yesss I love market. There I can buy many fresh things. Fish, chicken, beef , vegetables you name it you got it. My choice of market is Sama Gagah Market or also known as Market Permatang Pauh.. But I tell you the price of fish here a bit expensive,better buy at other places. I recommended Bukit Mertajam Market if you want to buy a fish. Most fish actually arrived there first before being distributed to other market.
Sama Gagah market.see the happy Ah So there.LOL

   At the market I usually will buy something to cook usually vegetables or chicken and not to forget my breakfast. YESSS I never skip my breakfast. I rather late than not having any breakfast. Thats why I always woke up early. My choice of breakfast usually Apom Balik. Apom Balik at this place is really really really nice. Its sweet and just nice. My second choice would be Curry Mee. MMMmmmm just thinking about it make me drool about my keyboard LOL..
Apom Balik a.k.a Malaysian sweet pizza lolol
MMM delicios curry mee

After I satisfied enough with my shopping spree there I will go back home, have my breakfast and start cooking for our family lunch..Yesss I can cook and I loveeee cooking. After finish cooking I will watch some movies or do some works on my laptop before having my lunch at 3p.m. Yes I always  and prefer late lunch. I dont know why but it just Cas being Cas .LOL..After that I will continue to sit in front of my laptop.LOLL...

See how boring is my life? naahhh to me its not boring at all. I just want to stay out of trouble thats why I prefer to stay at home. I have other legit excuse as well. Ok Ok no excuse .LOL...naahh I jsut want to rest and pampered my body.Thats all.hehehe
doing this doesn't look bored to me.LOL

I thinks thats all for now. Let me know how you all spend your precious Sunday..Maybe it can motivate me to spend my Sunday more wisely.hehe


Thursday, 26 November 2015


Hello and good evening to all my readers..Its been a good start today. I have very little work to do hahaha and I can save my energy to write on my blog.LOL
    Today while driving to work I hear the story about vape in the radio. Well as we all know this vape issue quite viral these day. Some side pro with the uses of vape some against the using of vape. Hey Cas have you try vape? LOL the answer is YESSSS..but but why you still smoking like a moving train Cas? LOL ...
chu chu...Look at the smoke LOL

Okay let me tell you..last month I bought a vape. Well just a simple beginner starter kit from KANGERTECH. I considered its cheap compare to other choice that I have on that time. I bought it at the price of RM260..well I thinks its worth it.
Mine look exactly like this.sorry cant take pic since I in dark room now

   Honestly after a month using it can say that vape and ciggaratte is two DIFFERENT things.Yeah both are definitely different to me. I know both produced a smoke but the feel of smoking ciggarette and vape is different. Its like you compare driving a car and riding a bicycle.LOL
However I can relate it to like having sex and masturbating.LOL you dirty minded Cas.hahaha well its true its like the alternative way of smoking ciggarette. Its not going to feel like ciggarette but yeah its at least can reduce the urge to smoke a ciggarette.

   However if you ask me if I personally like it the answer is NOOO...Vape just not an option for me because its not suitable for me. Some of the e-liquid does taste good for me but it does effect me a bit.It make me feel dizzy a bit. Maybe because its mint and cold. Other problem is I didnt know when to stop vaping since its doesn't have filter.

For the conclusion I can conclude that vape is not all bad if you can control it.However it just my thought.Different people different taste. I think thats all for now. Tell me what you all think about it.


Wednesday, 25 November 2015


Hello and good evening all readers..This is my first time using my tablet to update my blog. I have been thinking of using tablet since I can use it at work and will finished up my entry as soon as I get home. Well I usually got an idea at work so its a wise choice to write an entry as soon as something come up on my mind

   Today I'm going to talk about racism in Malaysia. As we all know Malaysia is a multiracial country consists of many races. Here we have  Malay, Chinese, Indian ,Siamese ,Iban, Kadazan and many many more. Do you think we all live in harmony? Yess we are. So far there are nothing like dispute. Ok ok minus the Low Yat issue we have no problem. But come on Low Yat issue just a small small case.However the question is do Malaysian racist?
My beloved country Malaysia

Well I have to say the answer is YESSSS... and Nooo.LOL...Seriosly Cas which one is your answer? Hahaha...Well its depend on how you define racist. Its kind of subjective and vary among individual. If you ask me I think everyone is racist on certain extend but dont forget we all human and have common sense and humanity as well.

   For example you may racist towards other race but if let say you have a friend from different race and your friend is in trouble. Of course being insane human and as a good friend you cannot say No and try to help your friend. In other word we Malaysian not totally racist or not racist at all. Maybe we not been exposed to each other in a very close way. WE MAYBE A LITTLE BIT DIFFERENT BUT WE CARE ABOUT EACH OTHER!!
different ethnicity in Malaysia

I hope in the future there will come the time not only for Malaysian but for everyone in this world to fully understand each other. With better understanding we maybe can close the gap between each other.

Ok thats all for now ..

Monday, 23 November 2015


Good morning and hello everyone. I woke up early this morning just so I can make a new entry.Ok Ok thats a BIG LIE hahahaha...Actually I woke up early so I can get to work early before traffic jam. Well Penang always have road congestion after all. Remember on the last entry I said that I used to read some blogs during the days I still in University? Ok today I'm going to list down the blog that I used to read backdays. Take note that some of the blogs might not even exists now. OOh I forgot to mention that I'm not going to list it based on my favourite because I love them all so I just list them randomly.


  Ok the first one is this blog. Own by a Singaporean women with always a nice hair. Her name Wendy if I'm not mistaken but correct me if I'm wrong. Her blog look very cute and girly. Why I love her blog? Well I like her writing and how she expressed it. The review also very good and most important part is her honesty which hahaha come on what wrong in expressing your own thoughts. I like her style. This blog still exist and she still active in blogging. She's quite famous after all.

  The second one is this blog. Own by a Malaysian girl Lumi a.k.a Chuah Xin Wei. However this blog currently not exist anymore since Lumi has moved to But why you put the old blog link Cas? Come on I just remembering the good old days.LOL..Ok what I like about her blog is the magnificent picture. I dont know why but the picture in this blog very nice. Ohh Lumi also got a nice hair. Maybe people with a nice hair tend to be a good blogger.hahahaha...Lumi usually blog about her travel,beauty tips and other crap which been write in very beautiful way.


   First of all this blog also currently not exist anymore. I dont know what happen but the blog just not there anymore.However I think chics still active on twitter. What I like about her blog is her writing. Lots of intresting topics that been write in there. Mostly about her life. I like it ,it make me feel like I watching this world from other people perspective. Too bad its no longer there. Hope you will continue blogging Chics


   Last but not least is this blog by Malaysian famous blogger Hanis Zalikha a.k.a Keknis. This blog still active though. I admited that this blog is one of the blog that I read when the first time I been introduced to blogging world She do review and tutorial and other things. Her writing skills also nice. Oooh I forgot to mention she quite photogenic as well plus nice hair.hahaha I always praise other people hair..

I think thats all for now..There also other blog that I love to read but I will write about it someday. Most of them really inspired me.

Okay adiosss...

Sunday, 22 November 2015


Hello and greetings all reader? How you all have been? Its quite a rainy day for me here in Penang,Malaysia. Almost every evening we had rain until I have to wear a jacket that have hood to cover my head as I don't want to get a fever again. But cannot wear rain coat as I driving a car. Would look funny driving a car wearing a rain coat hahaha...But I do love rainy weather hehe It feels good and calm and I can watch the rain drop.hehe..
Imagine I driving while wearing ths.LOL
 I prefer something like this. Dont asked why I use girl picture because no one know my gender LOL

    Ok back to the tittle.As you all know I just started blogging this August and not everyone among my friends know that I'm blogging but I do tell some of them because I need a guide from them. Some asked me " Hey Cas are you serious about getting in blogging? Its not even relevant now." LOL...Well yeah I have to admited that blogging not as famous as Vloging now. Is it because human feel more lazy to read now?LOL i dont know but I admit I feel kind of lazy to read sometimes and spend of my time watching Youtube.LOL

However back in my University day blogging can be quite famous and I myself love to read some blogs and feel like ahhh blogging is easy even kindergarden kid can do it.LOL but when I'm about to try it I feel like urghhh.... its not easy as to just read it LOL..I only had couraged to start blogging this year. Better later than neevr though.Ok now let me tell you the reason of why I blogging

1. As a Medium For Me To Express Myself
    At first I'm thinking of using blogging as a medium for me to express myself. Like how I feel about something and my opinion about any sort of things. I admit even I still a newbie i can really feel that this kind of medium really help me in expressing my feeling,my thought and creativity. erhmmm the last part maybe just creativity in writing.haha...and why I choose blogging as medium? well I'm an introvert and I dont feel confident showing myself in front of camera. Beside I need a privacy as well. Imagine if one day my thought somehow a bit differents from others. Of course my personally life could be compromise so for me blogging is the most comfortable, convinient and safest medium for me.

2. As a Place To Sharpen My Writing Skills
    Actually before started blogging I been writing a novel but But but.... dont asked me whats the title of my novel because it never get publshed nor finish yet. YEsss never finish and just a few chapter. Writing a novel is quite challenging as its like you writing a movie. All angle need to be right. I dont want to published a rubbish so I may wait till I can get better and finished it. Its more about quality to me.For me writing a blog can be a good exercise for me.It help me getting use to typing after two years of graduating  from university LOL..

Well I think I only have to reasons of why I blogging but naahh its good so why I need a reason anyway.LOL..I think thats all for now and tell me what you all think about my blog.

Ok adiosss

Friday, 20 November 2015


Hello and greeting all readers. I cant sleep early tonight so I decided to write an entry. But I still wonder why I got lots of ideas to write when its not on the right time like at work and etc etc..haha Maybe at that time my brain work at top gear.LOL..By the way this time I'm going to talk about the road not taken.

   Sometimes in our life we do encounter this situation whether its in making decision over one or many option or really just to choose between the road in map.LOL..I personally have encounter this kind of situation and I bet everyone else too. Sometimes its just hard to make a decision. Lots of things need to be calculated and lots of feelings need to be consider.
Two roads,which one will you choose?

We usually tend to choose the most safest option and the one that people usually tend to choose for example you just graduated from high school anf got 2 offered from different university on 2 different courses. One is Medic and the other is in Business Management..Of course being a sane person we would say that choosing Medic is a right choice because well, being in medic field is quite respectable and got high income and easy to get a job. So choosing Medic course is the road that people usually take and choosing Business Management is the road not taken because well you know the reason.LOL..

    However choosing the road not taken  is not always bad and not always good. There always pro and con , Ying and Yang. The good things one choosing the road not taken is you might experience something that others never had to experience. Its sounds unique. The bad things is you might lost in your way and failed in your life but come on something like that cant be so bad.LOL

So,whatever decision we make remember to think carefully. Somethings thats good for others doesnt mean it is good for us. Different people fit different shoes. REMEMBER that.

I thinks thats all for now..


p/s : i write this post at night but published it on the next day because i fall asleep LOL

Thursday, 19 November 2015


Hello and greetings all reader.. Alot has happen lately. Being an introvert person doesn't mean I dont care about global things. Well I dont really care but still need to know.hahaha...Last few days we been strucked by a tragedy that happen at Paris city of love or well thats what people say at least. This sad tragedy also know as Paris attack and it is beleived that Islamic State ( IS) has been responsible for this tragedy. This tragedy has at least killed 129 people. See the damage is not as high as what happen in Palestine or Iraq or Afghanistan yet who we are to value human life by number. I personally didnt agree with the statement of people who comments about the number of death. Its not funny when you been put on the list of death even in just 2 people list. However this as usual just my thought.
map of Paris Attack from hmmm wikipedia LOL

    This attack consists of mass shooting and suicide bombing. The frances government has declared a state of emergency because of this tragedy.I was surprised when I first hear about this tragedy because who would imagine such tragedy could happen there.However the after effect of this tragedy is terrible physically and mentally.
Soldier everywhere after the tragedy..see the magnifienct Eifel Tower there.
pics taken from google image

After this attack some people mourn their lost one and some have been injured by the attacks. Islamic religion were blame as the roots of terrorist. See the effect?its not just what we can see but lots of things change.. Ohh i forgot to mention that after this incident France had bomb Syria which causes lots of fatality as well.Wow such a domino effect..

     However I feel it is not smart to blame a religion. Wait wait I'm not sided with any side as I told in my entry before. No religion support this kind of things. However people tend to use religion as an excuse to give advantage for them. Some use religion as a shield.. Realy really bad people. I hope my country Malaysia will not face anything like this.

Ok I think that is for now since I need to continue my work and  my condolences to those who have lost their loved one in this tragedy.Tell me your though about this tragedy as well..


Wednesday, 18 November 2015


Greetings fellow readers if have one.LOL... Today Cas feel really hard working and full of spirit as ever soooooo I going to do two entry for today. 2 yes TWO..LOL...

    Remember last time I said I stop smoking? Yes I tried and you all want to know what really happen and make me to decide to stop smoking? Well the story begin....

DUM DUM DUM ( suspen music)

Last week exactly on Deepavali night I had suffer a food poisoning. I remember that day was a public holiday here in Malaysia and Penang to be more specific..That evening  I already felt a bit dizzy. I thought that maybe because of lots of sleep ( I do sleep alot when I got holiday and offday hehe..)..
So I take my dose of caffeine, Nescafe to be more specific and went to sleep..

   However I suddenly woke up at 2am and feel realy REALLY really bad..Stomachache and feel dizzy a lot, I had to go to toilet and keep going there and worst part is I vomit alot. That night I cannot sleep at all and the pain is still bearable consider I had experience Batu Karang ( kidney stone)
before. But still the pain and discomfort costed me my sleep time..( come on its my precious time)

   That morning I quickly called my incharge to inform him that i cant make it to work today and going to get MC. That morning I went to a private clinic as I want to claimed the charge from my boss.hehe Well I cant wait for too long in my condition so this excuse is DEFINITELY legit hahaha...

I was greeted by a nice doctor.I know her since its not my first time going here. She's a sweet and a good doctor. She said i need to be inject to stop me from vomiting that would make my body weak and fatigue because a lots of liquid lost. I agree since I got no choice but she warn me this injection going to be very very painful. I was like naahhh just give it to me. How much pain it can be for one small injection anyway.LOL

The injection was a bit painful compare to other injection i had before. I have to admit it but its not like realy really painful because the truth is its not the injection going to be painful but But but the side effect of it. Damn ...hahaha  that day I cant barely manage to move my arm at all and I had to be bedridden the whole day..LOL  not the best day ever after all.

Ok thats all for now



Greetings and hello fellow readers..Hmm if I have one.LOL...On my last entry I said I already stop smoking BUT But....I failed..YES I failed..hahaha...Well maybe it just not the time yet and I kinda love it. I mean still love it but i managed to cut it down to 1 Packed for 5 days.. Isn't that amazing? hehehe...naahhh...

Yes this one. Winston favourite.
Pic from uncle google image

See the scary picture there? LOL not intimidating at all.hehe...By the way Malaysian Government had increase the price of cigarette from RM12.30 to RM15.50 with the excuse as usual to stop people from smoking..Hmmm seems legit isn't it?LOLOL..

   Luckily I smoke Winston which is not expensive as the most delicious one Dunhill..That one cost RM17 now. Yeahh RM17..Very silly price for a packed of cigarette.. Well back to the basic, cant complaint just need to improve oneself.

Ok continue to next entry..


Thursday, 12 November 2015

First World Problem = MONEY

Oohh God, Its been a long time I didn't update my blog. LOl..
Currently been busy with work..

  Yes , WORKS.. Sounds like I'm making hell lots of money but hell yeah I ain't making much instead of spending more. LOL ..Ok correction I'm not spending much just in this economic plus the introduction of GST  costed  me to add more in my monthly budget so there goes all my money LOL..

  However, despite in this bad situatiation I managed to think on someway to get out of financial problem. But ..but please dont clap your hands yet because I just managed to think but didnt actually
work on my theory just yet LOL..In my opinion I think I need to gain more money in order to survive and at least secured my futured.. At least lah. So I thinking of doing some part time work,maybe as a freelancer..Maybe part time designer,typist or etc etc..aahh I need to have new skills in my life.

   Second step is by cutting some unimportant budget.Well everything is important nothing sounds like unimportant. Luckily I managed to stop smoking..YESS  STOP SMOKING. Sounds like a greatest achivement in my life.LOL..There was a story of why I stop smoking and I will tell you all in next post.

   I hope with my not really proved theory I can at least save a little bit..Cannot ask minister to cut down the cost because well you know them. LOL..Although my effort look and sounds like a little effort yet we must remember we doesn't need an elephant to destroy a city. Only took one small virus to conquer them all. LOL

Ok only this for now,


Wednesday, 2 September 2015

Why I Always Failed In Interview?


Silly title..I had applied for hundreds of jobs. Yes seriously. Been to interview few times and I failed all of that except for my current job which I got recomended by some friend. I even failed to get a job as factory operator. I think all the foreigners better than me.LOL..Yet I think that maybe true. Some of them claimed to hold a degree. Just a rumour I'm not sure though. Maybe they better than Cas.

The biggest factor and often reason of why I failed in interview are :-

1. Lack of CHARISMA
    I was like WTF is that.LOL..yeah maybe true.I've been a laborers or so called "buruh kasar" for           almost a year so I may not have that smart or elegan look I think.LOL naahh I'm not sure.It maybe
    just their excuses.

2. Lack of communication skills
    Dont laugh.LOL..seriously I spend 2 years looking for job and help my family business. So I
    rarely communicate or socialize with other people except my family and regular customer. I just
    "Lepak" with friend only on festive season. Well adult life after all. Cant enjoy everynight. I think
     I getting better now. Before this I dont know what should I said and answer to the interviewer.I
     think he/she may think I'm a boring person.LOL

3.  Being too honest
     Honesty is important and crucial yet being very honest until you exposed and said negative things
    can be bad. Trust me no one like to hear negative things.

4. Lack of experience
    Yeah I lack of experience. I'm a not so fresh graduate yet didnt had any experience.LOL

Thats all I can list for now. Feel free to add more.LOL..ooh I'm not bashing anyone.


Ambition And Future


Wahh at last I had a chance to write my entry. I'm very busy with work recently. Not a good pay job but this one is the only place that hired me. Other place all rejected me.LOL

I still struggle to find better job.At least something that compatible with my qualification and better salary. Oh my please dont say I'm picky because its kind of hypocrite. When I was a kid my ambition was to be a navy.LOL ok ok i know i cant swim but kid dont care about all of that. The uniform look kind of good to me.Oh one more thing I'm colorblind so i have to gave up upon my ambition.

After quite sometime I think becoming a teacher also kind of good. Well I'm not a teacher's favourite because I always set a gap between me and all of my teacher whether at school or uni. Not because I hate them just I being profesional only.But, I kinda like the idea of being a teacher. I mean its a good and respectable job. I love school and teach other people. But.. but I failed to achive my ambition as I been directed to other path in my life.Oh my application to Maktab Perguruan also been rejected. I dont know why.LOL

After that I further my studies in engineering.Nooo engineering never been my field but I manage to do the best at least for one semester.After  one semsester i kind of like that field even I'm not a techincal type of person.LOL.Not that i been kicked out after one semester just my elders order me to further my studies in other field and I cant refuse at all because I been waiting for that offer.

After few years i manage to graduate.Few years of struggle,lack of sleep,enjoy and adventure. I thought after I graduate I can get better job,more money yet thats all just a fairy tale for me.LOL .Yet I never give up because I beleive in the future.

Noooo...I never hope I can get better job or have more money in the future. I just want to be a better person. Yes a better person because I think being rich and have a good job yet lack in moral is useless. Become a better person and I will achieve everything.

P/s : Actually I want to have my own business oneday..:)

Tuesday, 1 September 2015

Fate And Destiny


Wow! Today I making 2 entries.Hmm..seems like a good progress.While laying on my bed and surfing on some info I been thinking about something that we called as Fate and Destiny..

What is Fate? According to Uncle Google Fate can be define as
"the development of events outside a person's control, regarded as predetermined by a supernatural power."
Hmm.. from this definition what I understand is that one person cant do anything about his/her fate as it beyond mortal. For example if God state that this one person will failed in his/her final exam then however clever or outstanding he/she is she will failed. Sounds tragic right? Yet still legit. I mean imagine if he/she getting a fever,got into an accident or any personal problem for sure this thing can happen. Even its sounds tragic as hell we still lucky because we didnt know our fate.

What is Destiny?  According to Uncle Google again Destiny can be define as
"the events that will necessarily happen to a particular person or thing in the future"
This mean something that will happen to a person whether he/she like it or not. For example if our destiny state that we will have BigMc for tomorrow,however broke we are we still going to had BigMc for tomorrow.Like Fate ,we also didnt know our destiny.

This 2 things sounds like a mystery and some of us may said it unfair,cruel and bla bla bla all the negative things. Why so serious? relax..our Fate and Destiny doesnt have to be bad or unlucky. Some may turn out to be good. Even it turn out to be bad who we are to question God because God work on his own mysterious way. Should we blame our Fate and Destiny? Hell no.Thats the reason why we didnt know our Fate and Destiny. We just need to struggle and keep on and have some faith.

Remember something bad just didnt happen easily. Keep on and shake your own Fate and Destiny.
Oh my i sounds like a preacher now..feel free to leave your thought on the comment


Little Intro


This is my second post on this blog. I  think I should introduce myself a little bit even I think no one going to read my blog anyway.

First, I will be known as Castiel or Cas in this blog. Why I didnt use my real name? well that because I can. Beside I prefer people didnt know who I am. That make thing more easy and simple. Am I right?

I in my 20s and from Malaysia. Oh we just celebrated our National Day yesterday.Well nothing much to write about myself as I think I'm not really an interesting people.

For now I currently working after graduating 2 years ago. Well not really a good job but at least this job help me funding myself a little bit for ciggarete and my internet bill. Hope to get better job in the future or maybe I should further my study. Hmm...who knows. Only time will tell.

Okay, thats all for now

Adios !

Monday, 31 August 2015

The Begining


This is my first time writing a blog.I decided to use Castiel or Cas for short as my name here. Actually i've been thinking about blogging for quite some time just didn't had any courage to start it yet until now. I think thats all for now.